Accept Russian Roulette

I know you raped me
And rocked my soul and life
You screwed my brain
And offered me a line
You set my heart on fire
To make me stick like glue
You know Im coming
Down to the point of fear
You make me eat myself
I scream I pain in vain
To lose the last bit of identity
And forget humanity
Thats what you like to do
To treat a man like a pig
And when Im dead and gone
Its an award Ive won
Do you think that pays
Pays for my life
Which I give now when I die
Wargames - killed in action
Wargames - for satisfaction
Shanghaied - killed in action
Wargames -
For you it is so easy
To erase my name
You might have a celebration
For the ones who died
Charity in general